| Friday, November 4th, 2005 |
| 11:10 pm |
so do you ever have those times where everything seems perfect? like life is where it should be and nothing is going wrong? when you feel that this is how things are meant to be?...and then reality sets in and you realize that your no where near that.... Current Mood:  contemplative |
| Thursday, October 27th, 2005 |
| 9:40 pm |
o wow so i just read the funny entry of penny's and im still laughing...that was so funny....yeah so i have a four day weekend! woot woot! and its pretty much gonna suck, except for the football game tommorrow night with kt, otherwise i get to babysit, play softball, and complain that kt and ande are at school while im at home being bored yay yeah so im boring and i dont feel like writing in here anymore Current Mood:  energetic |
| Tuesday, September 27th, 2005 |
| 11:29 am |
HEY EVERYBODY!!! yeah so i havent updated this thing in soo long..yeah so we had a freaking two hour fog delay this morning! YAY i got to sleep in! and now im at school and there is nothing to do cuz were only in each class for like half an hour so its basically a blow off day and there is no real point in being here yepo so i have to go camping again this weekend and again i really dont want to especially now cuz its gonna be me, a bunch of parents and then a bunch of little kids...thank you to chris nate and kt who all are too good to go camping with our families..j/k guys i love you all...but i still want somebody to go camping with me....anybody free this weekend?!?!? yeah so yesterday i started tutoring and its such freaking easy money! YAY! so yeah umm i have to go...class is almost over...hmmm i wonder whats for lunch.... Current Mood: bouncy |
| Thursday, July 28th, 2005 |
| 11:00 pm |
yeah so today i went to mikes party and it was fun and then i went to my dads softball game ooh and on that thought..christopher if you read this i would like you to know that your little comment at the field..the one i was going to punch you in the face for...was really not appreciated you dont know the whole story and an "i told you so" was not the right thing to say especially at the time so thank you very much for your comforting words in my time of hurt you really know how to make somebody feel better...yeah so i was thinking does anybody even write in livejournal anymore or am i the only one? i so need to get a myspace already and catch up..im so behind with this technology stuff lol Current Mood:  pissed offCurrent Music: my sisters singing 'Sugar' |
| Tuesday, July 26th, 2005 |
| 9:51 pm |
The saddest thing is you could be anything you could want we could have been everything but now were not now its not anything at all the hardest part was getting this close to you and giving up this dream i built with you a fairytale that isnt coming true ..... I wish we could have worked it out I wish i didnt have these doubts i wish i didnt have to wonder just what you were doing now i wish i didnt know inside that it wont work out for you and i i wish that i could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye ....... tell me why im still in love with you and why am i, why am i still waiting for your call .... life goes on before and after you ive got some growing up to do its time i said my last good bye goodbye goodbye its time i said my last goodbye ^^^Superchick...Wishes^^^^^ and thats my life Current Mood:  crushedCurrent Music: that song i just typed out |
| Sunday, July 24th, 2005 |
| 9:35 pm |
so i survived my party without freaking out to much..lol i think everybody had fun tho...yeah would wriet more now but my sis wants to go on the computer later all! |
| Tuesday, July 19th, 2005 |
| 9:55 pm |
umm...does anybody have any tall tikki torches? |
| Monday, July 18th, 2005 |
| 10:33 pm |
Making party plans is driving me crazy but in a good way! right now im on aol talking to 8 ppl giving them info for my party! yeah so im totally excited for saturday and i really hope my party goes good and that everyone has fun and yeah so the only problem that im seeing is that im telling everybody were going to have like a dance thing at this and i really dont know how thats goning to work cuz ive been like yeah were going to have a dance and ppl are like that sounds like fun and im like yeah it will be and then im thinking o no how is this going to work...like where is going to be...in the middle of my yard? and how are we playing music and who is goning to run the music as in change the cds or what are we going to play and what if nobody wants to dance cuz that would be really cool if i was the only one dancing j/j that would suck and what if my whole party is lame and everybody leaves by 7?!?! ahhh that would suck so bad! ok so if you have any suggestions on this whole dance issue pleassssssse leave me a message cuz im going crazy! Current Mood:  crazy |
| Saturday, July 16th, 2005 |
| 11:14 pm |
Back from Philly! YAY For God! that trip was so amazing it was just...wow and now im home and i so hope i dont fall back into how life was before the trip...i really want to keep everything i learned and experienced in my mind and live it out. Im really thankful for all the relationships that were built on this trip within our group and i totally think we all got so much closer...."ohh i am a terrible sinner, but my father still loves me" haha i think thats how that one went lol yeah so i got my pictures back already today and i have to remember to bring them to church tommorrow to show you guys..haha i got a nice one of ashley dancing with some kid lol its pretty funny yeah so i got my bday present while i was gone....a new radio and cd player and speakers for my truck! YAY!! its so awesome! yeah so i have to go to bed quick cuz i have to go to church for like three services tommorrow! later! Current Mood: excited |
| Tuesday, July 5th, 2005 |
| 10:14 pm |
yeah so life...where to start...its pretty much sucked recently and i just dont know what to do, probably because i just dont know why its been sucking so much but w/e i'll get through it..its just it seemed like things got better and suddenly today it was like it all came back today..but i dunno so yeah i'll be 17 tommoorrow and i decided today that i dont think i want to be 17 cuz its just one more step closer to being an adult and having responsiblities and making it on my own which at this point kinda scares me especially cuz i have no idea what i want to do with my life except like the obvious of get married, have kids and live for the Lord but like i dont know what else i want to do and really need to be figuring this out soon and its a little overwhelming...ok so onto a brighter topic...i spent the fourth at grundy county speedway (one of the greatest places on earth lol) with kt for my dads race and he was doing incredible at the begging of the race even leading a few laps and then his new trans that he just put in like last weekend pooped out yeah it was really sad but oh well there will be more races so yeah i hung out with dana alot last weekend and i had so much fun with her...it was like why dont we hang out more? so yeah she has been an awesome friend the past week and just totally been there for me to complain to and she just listened and basically God just spoke through her umm yeah so what else...o so i totally met this amazing guy at camp-matt yay! :) it was exciting lol but you all probably know about this anyway but hes just awesome...and lives eight hundred billion miles away :( but so far the distance hasnt been much of a factor so i dont know we'll just have to see how it goes umm yeah so i'll talk to ya'll later...when im 17! Current Mood:  indescribable |
| Monday, June 27th, 2005 |
| 10:16 pm |
Back from camp! didnt want to come home at all but im here and theres nothing i can do about it sbr was awesome and i met so many amazing ppl there. they serioulsy became my family for like two weeks and i miss them all so much yeah so i got back on friday night and spent a total of about 12 hours in indiana before heading back to wisconsin for my dads race in the dells yeah that was fun but i slept for most of the time we were there..not at the actual race...yeah right i wouldnt miss that part for the world! lol yeah so i dont have anything else to really say and now im talking to a bunch of ppl on aol so yeah ttyl! |
| Thursday, June 9th, 2005 |
| 10:52 pm |
Last Day Of School!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!! SCHOOL IS OUT!!!! i'm now officially a junior! wow thats so crazy so yeah i thougth my finals today were going to be impossible but they were super easy, so that made me happy and then after school the mission team came over and we worked on craft stuff for vbs and finished it all in about three hours...that totally made my day and then we all went swimming in my pool and that was super fun too umm and then i went to my dads softball game and they won so i guess that turns out to be a pretty good day! AND im leaving for sbr..the best place ever...in like ONE day! YAY!!!! Current Mood: excitedCurrent Music: umm...Nate Sallie..maybe? |
| Saturday, May 21st, 2005 |
| 10:12 pm |
i cant believe mark martin just won the race...im so gonna hear it from justin on monday hes gonna be all like "junior sucks, martin won!" yeah thats gonna get pretty annoying pretty quick yep so i really hate nascar poser fans-people who act like they know everything about racing and they really know absolutly nothing...they are so annoying its not even funny ohhh kasey kahne is my hero i love him so much HE WON LAST WEEK!!! yes! haha i love how this whole entry is all about racing wow your all gonna get really bored reading this then..except kelly who is my nascar buddy! yeah so i didnt even watch the first race tonight...whoops yeah but the second one was pretty good until junior and kahne were both involved in the big one yepo so theres only a few more weeks of school! its gonna be such a long three weeks tho yepo went to the mall today with my sis and that was pretty cool but i was thinking while we were there how much ppl judge each other like just some of the looks you get in certain stores because your not wearing hollister or abercrombie across your chest or butt its like they think your less of a person cuz your not wearing the cool clothes or something i was like wow is it possible to ever measure up? like can you ever be satisfied with how you look? or will others ever be satisfied with how you look? i dont know its like am i ever gonna be pretty enough? yeah so dont think i'll be going to the mall for awhile Current Mood: indescribable |
| Thursday, May 19th, 2005 |
| 8:35 pm |
wow i like never write in this thing...yeah so lets see...my life...umm getting better than it was for a few weeks-i kinda had people problems but i think those all just got kinda pushed aside and ignored rather than solved so i guess that means that later they are just going to blow up right in my face next time but i'll just have to worry about that then....eww my fam is watching this crazy controtionist thing on tv yeah ppl really shouldnt bend like that eww so im supposed to go and see monster in law with kt tommorrow but i think that also depends on how much cleaning me and my sisters do...so i really should be cleaning now but im totally in a do nothing productive mood i also should be doing my sketchbook for art thats due tommorrow and im just sitting here staring at a blank page yepo so wow i just realized how blunt i can be and not in a very nice way either...whoops.... Current Mood: lazyCurrent Music: the wonderful sound of american idol rejects |
| Friday, April 1st, 2005 |
| 9:19 pm |
ITS APRIL FOOLS AND I DIDNT GET PRANKED!!!!! SCORE! yes and i thought i would have been such an easy target too lol yeah so today i slept in pretty late cuz i was so tired from the slumber party the other night and then i went to walmart with the fam fun fun j/j yeah and like earlier i was watching tv with my mom which was pretty weird cuz she NEVER watches tv except extreme makeover so yeah it was strange CHRISTOPHER I HATE YOU!!!!!! yeah so much for me not getting pranked grrrr so mad at you! grrrr that makes me so mad! you had to prank me didnt you? grrr! haha so i bought these shoes today for christian prom and they were so cute and then i brought them home and they didnt match my dress yeah it was really sad cuz they are really cute yeah Current Mood: aggravatedCurrent Music: Plus One haha |
| Sunday, March 27th, 2005 |
| 9:09 pm |
Happy Easter!!!!
Its Easter! HE IS RISEN!!!! yeah so i went to my grandparents house today for dinner and then me my sisses and cousins played monopoly..yeah i finally somewhat understand that game! that game has always confused me...just never understood it. lol SPRING BREAK!!!! yes! im so excited that spring break in finally here! a week of no school homework tests and boredom! yeah but i really dont have much planned for this week so i'll probably just get bored and want school to start again...haha im so lame EMILY was back today!! i was so happy to get to see her again! ooh..im gonna go get some turtle cheesecake..yum this stuff would be so much better if there werent nuts on it tho yeah i dont like nuts haha this is such a random entry..but then again arent most of mine? lol yeah so i was watching a kinights tale earlier...that movie is honestly hilarious..yeah but i didnt get to finish it cuz my family wanted to watch extreme makeover yeah i dont like not finishing movies even if youve seen it like a thousand times haha yeah so earlier i was like totally stressed out over this waffle breakfast flyer hand out thingy but now im ok so i hope it all goes smoothly tommorrow i swear this cheescake would be so much better without nuts... Current Mood:  relaxedCurrent Music: Switchfoot-Adding to the Noise!!!!! |
| Monday, March 14th, 2005 |
| 9:18 pm |
I LOVE COOKIE DOUGH!!!!!!!!! yum yum yeah so went to the dodgeball tournament saturday night. it was absolutley hilariuous! scarred for life tho with the sensual invaders..ewww. yeah cant wait for this weekend-Sadie Hawkins dance....in my khaki pants theres nothing better oh oh oh!!!! lol good song so i gtg later! Current Mood: calm |
| Saturday, March 5th, 2005 |
| 10:10 pm |
yeah so ive decided that ive been like a pscyhcologist recently..but i like it when ppl come to me for help or advice..yeah so im really happy right now and i have no idea y so now ive gtg bye!!! Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: umm green day maybe? |
| Friday, March 4th, 2005 |
| 9:44 pm |
yeah just got back from bowling with my fam and some other fams from church...didnt do so good but still had tons of fun...so it goes yeah so its friday-fridays are good, very good yeah i think i failed my huey quiz today i like didnt know any of the answers since i didnt study til first hour..opps...yeah and now i have to get together with traci sometime this weekend and we have to work on our project that we havent started and is due friday...opps again..so my fam is watching really old reruns of americas funniest home videos, its kind of interesting ya know what i love? "just because" gifts there like hey i dont have a reason to give you something except that i love you...yeah like my mom just bought my and my sisters these really cool looking mechanical pencils for like no reason at all so i feel special...simple things like that make me so happy..lol..so yeah Current Mood:  bored |
| Thursday, March 3rd, 2005 |
| 8:46 pm |
wow..havent written in here for a long time. Yeah so i was just talking to some ppl on aol who i havent talked to in a long time...kinda weird and awkward...so yeah...haha i was talking to tuck earlier and we decided that once you get sucked into the drama the only way out is to die...sadly its true...yeah so i have a huge humanities test tommorrow and i still need to study haha i love procrastinating...not really haha...grr my brain hurts and i wish some ppl would just go away when you want them too...grrr...im so frustrated with so many ppl now its not even funny but now im just like w/e ppl are going to screw you over all the time...but God wont-"I will never leave you nor forsake you" so i just have to remember that nobodys perfect but God isnt going to stab you in the back the second you turn around like other ppl will so i gtg and study later! Current Mood:  irritatedCurrent Music: Toby Mac |
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